I had a nightmare

I normally never have any nightmares, the last one I had was around six years ago and I was sick, but I recently had one. I do have bad dreams, where murders, monsters and a lot of kidnapping appears. But never they feel real, so they won’t scare me. But this one I had felt so real, that it scared me.

 

The first part of my dream I was one of the investigators of a series of murders trying to find who committed them. The killer had left a piece of paper, with a large black triangle within a square, at every murder he or she had committed.

 

One of the girls that was investigating with me has left to go and see someone. As she left I wandered through her room. I stumbled across this peace of paper with… a black triangle inside a square. Shit!! I panicked as I felt see was going to kill again. I needed to do something.

 

Next thing I was laying on the ground with my head in the lap of that same girl from earlier. She was stroking my face, went with her fingers through my hear, saying words of comfort; shhhh.. It will only hurt for a while. I felt panic, my eyes came across her hand. Is saw her hand was carrying something shiny, something sharp. As I look closely I saw it was a scalpel. Her other hand still stroking me, suddenly hold still and hold me down. I could not move. Her other hand came to my neck, she placed the scalpel on to my throat. She pressed down, I felt a sharp pain, she moved the scalpel towards her. I felt blood dripping down my neck. I started to sweat, I became anxious, I tried to fight back, but without success. She was humming a song, laughed. I shivered. The end was near.

 

This is where I woke up. My hand went direct to my throat to feel the cut, but of course there was none. I crumbled to the corner of my bed and turned on the light. I started to inspect my room if someone that was planning to kill me was hiding anywhere (nope no one was hiding). I looked on my alarm to see how late it was, 03:00 AM. I never wake up in the middle of the night. When I sleep, I sleep and won’t wake up until it’s time. Still scared, but after a while I finally felt asleep again.

　

how to survive to colder months list

It officially became autumn. What means; comfy sweaters, hot chocolate, falling leaves and cozy weather to be inside with. Here in the Netherlands it’s still fairly warm weather, but colder weather will be coming soon and to not make the same mistakes as I did last year I made a list of what I will need to survive the cold weather of the fall and winter, so lets prepare probably:
 

• The mistake I have made last year is not having the proper shoes, mine were firs of all not waterproof and so my feed were cold and wet while you where shoes to keep your feed warm. So for this year I’m on the hunt for cute shoes that will also keep my feed warm and dry.

• A thick winter coat that leaves the wind outside, instead of letting it go right trough you.

• Hot chocolate, probably most important. If you could not find the two above you can always warm yourself with a nice cup of hot chocolate, with a little cinnamon, marshmallows and whipped cream, mmmm(or another version of course if you like).

• A maxi-skirt, you can hide to most warm (ugly) socks or/and tights and no one will know a thing about it, you will still look cute and your warm and cozy.

• of course all the thick and warm socks, tights and leggings you will need.

• sweaters and cardigans to keep you warm and at least one big oversized warm and thick sweater or cardigan to be in when you’re in the comfort of your own home.

• A large stack of books and magazines to read in your favourite chair, with your favourite blanket.

• Hair and facial masks, scrubs, lotions, oils, etc to have a day to prep yourself.

I’m already enjoying some yummy goods that come with the colder months; Pepetnoten!!, even though Sinterklaas hasn’t arrived yet.

What is in your “how to survive to colder months list”

Say hello to Luna!!

We have welcomed a new family member since Sunday 15 September. She is a happy, active little pup, but let’s not forget a really big coward. She hides under the table, tries to hide under the couch, but she doesn’t fit there because she is a little to big (o so frustrating).

So with a new pup in the house the cute-factor has suddenly increased. I can’t barely do anything I need to do, because she is such a big distraction that wants your attention all the time. Not that I’m complaining, I do enjoy having her. The two cats we have are a little les happy to share a home with her, but well they will just have to get used to her.

Now I almost forget, I haven’t mention her name: it’s Luna and she shares the same birthday as I, 27 June. Watching her is so much better then watching TV.